Noob...and hurting...

It's my first time, so I'm a "noob" when it comes to blogging.
I don't have any extraordinary thing to do today, or do have any special place to go to. I'm just a bit depressed... I cut myself last night, on the upper left arm...and also cried hard.
I just feel so alone these days. There are people around me, but I feel alone. *sigh*

I can't talk to my mom, as we are not really that close...can't talk to my brother either because he simply doesn't care. My bestfriend's busy in the office and so is my boyfriend, aside from the fact that he lives far from me and we don't really have time to see each other today. I don't have much friends too because I'm not really a sociable person and I don't open up and gets close to people (because of unpleasant experiences I've had before).

Hope my day gets a bit better.